There was a time when I  was care-free, flying high in the beautiful sky, chirping like happy birds, and played like a sturdy wind. 

But then I grew up. Everything changed. My parents behavior and  the increased violence. I became like a thunderstorm. Changed myself forever. When my life threw me face flat on the earth. 

Now the time came for my marriage. I loathe weddings and the fake bonding behind these arranged facade. I want to marry someone whom I like and fall for him in first sight. This might not be possible after what my parents hold over my head. 

I was born a silent child. In my family full of chaos, I was the one who remained a stone. I don't care about anyone except my sisters. 

People think I'm weird and even point me as an odd one out. But my beliefs are stern and stand erect.

But my life took a turn when my family forced me into an arranged marriage. the thought of someone entering my private life, acting childish, needing attention like a daily dose, and messing up my boundaries. I don't want that, not even if I'm forced. I'll find a way through it.